First love

First love (episode 1)

When i was crazy in love with Sadaf,he continuously hated and ignored me. But when i'm terrible broken and trying to move on "what just he want from me?"

I was in library studing for my exam,suddenly sadaf appear nowhere and grab my hand

--- what are you doing with that foreign guy?

--- what?what are you saying?

I tried to untie my hand from his,but he didn’t leave me and pull me more colser to him and furiously said

--- you said you love me than how can you hang out with a guy?dont you love me?

I become stone and reply coldly

--- I do...but we are not in relationship and you are not my boyfriend...sadaf?

Suddenly sadaf leave me with shock he took some time to realise and than he just gave me a gaze and leave the library after kicking my chair. I was in no mood to cry infront of everyone. I decided to go home.

Today maybe there will be snowfall. I love snowfall so much. I started to walk to my home and going back to some year earlier when i just came to this collage and met with sadaf...

When i was a new student in this collage. I was so nervous but as being pretty, I made some good friend easyly till than i didn’t know about sadaf,he was one year senior than me. Oneday I was leaving to my home than hear so many students cheering for someone. I felt curious, i went there to see what's happening. That's the first time i saw sadaf...he was so young,cute and handsome at the same time. The moment i saw him in the crowd he was playing busketball, everyone especially girls were cheering for him so loud. But in that moment i fall for him badly...i wasnt seeing anything just sadaf. I feel as if no one is here. I dont know what happend that day, I didnt sleep properly, i cant eat cant read. I was lost.

I started to look good enough become a regular audience of his basketball. Trying to meet him after the game end but the surprising thing is he always remain busy. Lot's of her girl fans he dont even care and dont talk with them as well. It seems he came to the game after finishing the game he left talking with his friends.

It took really long time to meet him. Oneday i was in his audience as usual suddenly he throw the ball to busket and gave a gaze to me and smile. It took a second but my brain stopped heart was beating faster than faster hard to take breath. I was seat there till end of the game like a stone. Oh,his green eyes damn!

I didnt sleep that night,didnt dare to stop in collage one more second. After that day i feel a little bit confident may be he noticed me. I dressed up properly and go to collage but didnt attend any class. I started to look around him. I found him talking with his friend

I clear my throat and call him. He didnt hear me first after sometime he and his friend was gave me a shocking look. I got scared he looks so angry but he came to me and asked

--- who are you?

--- I am lily

--- oh!miss lily??what you want from me?

I was amazed he is so rude behave. But i tell him in a low tune

--- Nothing! I am your fan. I usually attend your all game.you are a really good player

He replied like he doesnt care

--- I know i am good! And What shold i do if you are my fan?

Oh!he is rude. But i will make him change with my love. Thinking that i feel really shy. I asked him politely

--- maybe you can came with me a dinner

--- whattt?

He said awkwardly. I feel embarrassed he was really loud... I denied in speed tone

--- Okay!!if you dont wanna come. it's okay

I was leaving. suddenly found his heavy voice

--- which day you want to go?