Chapter 6
My Freedom
I couldn't recall a single moment in my life when I was dying. When I actually considered, that my life might end here. I've never given up on the road, a long-long road that was ahead of me, or so I believed.
I didn't want to die just yet. No matter how f****d up I got, how f****d up my life got, I wanted to live it, for the simple things like sunsets, s*x, martinis, and kittens. This may seem like a joke to you, and maybe I was trying to be a little funny there, but my point is;
I wasn't willing to let go of my life.
Okay, I would say I am proud of myself... I held on till I started to... actually vomit blood. I remember it really felt like my body was trying to get rid of my organs through my throat, in a really violent manner. I couldn't even breath at a point
