Elijah*
She storms off and I have the sudden urge to chase after her but she can be so defiant whenever she gets emotional. I hate to see her cry especially because of me but I don't need no extra baggage. I'm just not the right person to father a child and I can't loose her love for me. Call me selfish. I don't need the past to repeat itself again, I lost my child because I wasn't there for him or her; so what if I'm not here for my baby and she ends up ruining me like Anya did.
Anya was right, I wasn't ready to become a father and she killed my baby. What gives, if Nia has the same motive? That will surely crush me, it's just better she takes it off now and I won't have my hopes high.
Sighing I went in search for her. Looking about the cabin she was nowhere to be found. I need air. Wa
