I shouldn’t have asked Nori and Khai to do this for me. After having breakfast, I called in the two who I thought would be busy in their own business. But as soon as I said I needed help with the outfit I was going to wear they immediately drove here with no hesitation. It reminds me of my first prom.
They both used to doll me up whenever they had the chance. My parents were never opposed to it, they love seeing me looking at my best. I guess they loved that their daughter was presentable and pretty to the public. But as the goody-two-shoes I was, I loved the validation they gave me.
It made me think it was the only worth I had. I wished it didn’t. Still now, I look at myself and wish I could be perfect enough for people to see. I wish I was born in the way they wanted me to be. I still
