Chapter Five - Blood and Breath
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Morning finds us tangled in white sheets and quiet.
Sunlight spills across Julian’s bedroom, tracing the hard lines of his body, the softened edges of a man who didn’t sleep alone. I lie half on his chest, listening to the steady rhythm of his heart, stunned by how natural this feels how dangerous that thought is.
Last night hadn’t been frantic or wild.
It had been slow.
Intentional.
Hands learning, mouths lingering, the kind of intimacy that doesn’t rush toward pleasure but discovers it layer by layer, breath by breath. He touched me like I was something precious and breakable, and I kissed him like I wasn’t afraid of the fall. When we finally came together, it felt less like surrender and more like recognition.
Like something inevitable clicking into place.
Julian’s fingers trace idle patterns along my spine now, possessive without pressure. “You’re awfully quiet,” he murmurs.
“I’m thinking,” I say.
“That can be dangerous.”
I smile against his skin. “So I’ve noticed.”
For a moment, the world is small and warm and deceptively safe. I could almost believe this is all there is. Almost.
Then his phone vibrates.
Once. Twice.
His body stills beneath me.
Julian glances at the screen, and something changes, his jaw tightening, the softness in his eyes shuttering fast. He doesn’t answer. He sits up instead, already reaching for his shirt.
“What is it?” I ask.
“Nothing,” he says too quickly.
I push myself up, sheet clutched to my chest. “Julian.”
He exhales, slow and controlled. “I told you someone might come looking for you.”
My stomach knots. “You said that like a warning. Not a confession.”
He meets my gaze. “They won’t anymore.”
The room feels colder.
“What do you mean?” I whisper.
Julian doesn’t look away this time. “Your stalker is dead.”
The word hits like a slap.
“Dead?” My voice barely works. “You’re telling me this now?”
“I found out ten minutes ago,” he says evenly. “He was murdered last night.”
Last night.
My breath catches, memories crashing in his hands on me, his mouth, the way he held me like nothing else in the world existed.
“Was it you?” I ask, fear and disbelief twisting together.
His answer is immediate. “No.”
I search his face for cracks. Find none but I don’t see relief either.
“Who was he?” I ask.
“Someone who’s been watching you longer than you realize,” Julian says. “Someone careless enough to cross the wrong people.”
My skin prickles. “And you knew about him.”
“Yes.”
“You let me walk around not knowing?”
“I made sure you were safe,” he replies, sharp now. “Every day.”
That should comfort me.
It doesn’t.
I slide out of bed, wrapping the sheet tighter. “You don’t get to decide what I can handle.”
He stands too, closing the distance carefully, like approaching a skittish animal. “I didn’t want fear to be the first thing you associated with me.”
I laugh softly, broken. “That ship sailed.”
He reaches for me, hesitates. “This changes things.”
“Yes,” I agree. “It does.”
Silence stretches, heavy and loaded. Outside, the city continues as if no one has just died and no one else’s world has tilted on its axis.
Finally, Julian speaks, voice low. “You should walk away now. Before this gets any darker.”
I look at him, the man who held me like devotion, who kept secrets like weapons, who stands at the center of both my desire and my fear.
And I realize the most terrifying truth of all.
“I don’t want to,” I say.
Something fierce and aching crosses his face. He cups my cheek, reverent. “Then you need to understand what loving me costs.”
I lean into his touch anyway.
Because somewhere between the heat of his body and the blood-stained truth of his world, I’ve already fallen.
And whatever killed my stalker didn’t scare me half as much as the thought of losing him
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