I ignore her, I didn't talk to her for the last two months. Her betrayal rips my heart into pieces.
I told her how much I like Gael. I told her every single thing I like about him even cried in front of her because of him.
She knows my pain the most, pag palagi kong nakikitang may kinakasama si, Gael sa kanya ako tumatakbo, pero ngayon nagbago na siya na ang dahilan ng aking pag iyak tuwing gabi.
But when father announced their marriage she didn't object she just look at me coldly.
she wants to talk to me. She tried every time to talk to me but I didn't give her the chance. I was beyond mad.
Sa aking paglabas ng kwarto bumungad si Kathryn sa aking harapan. Dala ang isang chocolate cake. nilahad niya ito sa aking harapan. pinagmasdan niya ako mula ulo hanggang paa.
"Aalis ka?" malambing niyang tanong ng makita ang aking suot.
I raised my brow at her. Nilampasan ko siya. mas lalo akong nainis ng sumunod siya sa akin.
"Look, Cath, its a not my fault if father chooses me to be his bride. bakit sa akin ka nagagalit?"
Galit ko siyang hinarap.
"You could have objected! But you didn't, kasi gusto mo rin itong mangyari!" I hissed. She steps back at my sudden burst out.
Umiling siya. Hindi ako nadadala sa luha niya. I crossed both of my arms against my chest.
"No, I never wanted it..."
"Liar!" aking aniya. " Mag sinungaling ka na sa iba wag sa akin... you hypocrite!"
Her eyes widen she began to sob hard. Malamig ko siyang tinitigan. Kalaunan ay nilapatan ko siya at niyakap.
She stiffened. Ngunit agad niyang tinugon ang aking yakap.
"I'm, sorry," I said.
Tumango siya. "Apology accepted."
humiwalay ako sa pagkakayakap sa kanya at nginitian siya, ngumiti siya pa balik.
"Get dress, aalis tayo ngayon," I said lightly.
kumunot ang kanyang noo ngunit sinunod ang aking utos. Ng maka pasok siya sa kanyang kwarto nawala ang ngiti sa aking labi at napalitan ito ng blankong espresyon. I flip my hair and watch my painted nails.
That night I did a heavy sin, until now I'm suffering from it.
The neon lights were blinding my eyes but I keep on dancing to the groove. Kath was behind me uncomfortable walking in the crowd.
when I reach my friends' table agad akong nag beso sa kanila. I drunk on a glass of vodka, straight before introducing my sister to them.
The night was young and I force her to drink.
"Sige na, Kath...kung hindi ka iinom magtatampo ako."
She moistened her lips before getting the glass of alcohol on my hand. she drunk it straight. I cheered and give her more vodka hanggang sa nalasing siya.
"Kath, bakit ka nga pala pumayag magpakasal kay Gael?"
nilingon niya ako sa nalalasing niyang mata.
"I love him.. "
napaawang ang aking labi. napakurap kurap ako.
I set aside those feelings. He's not the only man in this world makakahanap pa naman siguro ako ng mas higit sa ka gwapohan niya.
Nawala ko siya sa bar ng gabing yoon. My revenge ay ang iwan siya sa bar at kaylangan niyang umuwi ng mag isa. I let her be. he call my future bother-in-Law if she wants.
I made sure someone was guarding her.
and things happened.
I gasped when mommy slaps her hard.
"Such a disgrace, Kathryn. Hindi ka ba nag iisip na kasal mo na bukas at kumalantari ka pa...worse! You slept with some random guy.!" sigaw ni mom.
never thought she would run to some random guy and had a one-night stand with him. Hindi siya na hanap ni Zain and the jack ass informed me umaga na.
The news suddenly went to the Romaldes. They're disappointed and wanted to call off the wedding but for the sake of a billion-dollar partnership, dad decided I should marry Gael instead of Kath.
just like Kathryn, I didn't object. I was delighted to the news.
"Hindi mo ba alan na muntik ng umatras ang mga Romaldes sa kasunduan. Mabuti nalang at nandyan ang kambal mo upang saluin ang iyong kapalpakan. "
"What do you mean, mom?"
"For the sake of our business, Cathy will marry Gael."
Her teary eyes search mine. I look at her coldly.
"Mom, pinilit lang po kasi ako ni Cathy-"
"ah! I was with Niana last night. I called you exactly eight pm mom, right?" I looked at mommy.
tumango siya bago naningkit ang mata sa kambal ko.
"No, you planned this, so you can steal Gael from me!" she cried.
"Are you hearing yourself, Kathryn? Your twin is giving up her opportunity abroad! Be thankful enough."
Galit niya aking punukol ng tingin. I flip my hair and stared at her coldly.
I'm sorry, Kath I want to be selfish this time, just like how you did... I love him too.