Saying I was going to make her pay…
was easy.
---
Doing it?
---
That was something else entirely.
---
I didn’t know where to start.
Didn’t know what to do.
---
Revenge wasn’t something you just decide on and it happens.
---
It required something I didn’t have.
---
Experience.
---
And I had none.
---
So I stayed stuck.
---
Drowning in thoughts.
Bad ideas.
Half-plans that didn’t make sense the moment I thought them through.
---
It frustrated me.
---
So I did the only thing I could do—
I went to school.
---
Acted like everything was normal.
---
On the way, I saw her.
---
Valentina.
---
For a split second, everything in me paused.
---
Then I turned.
---
Changed my route.
---
Avoided her completely.
---
Not because I was scared.
---
But because I wasn’t ready.
---
Not yet.
---
Later that day, I met up with Nathaniel and Josh.
---
Nothing serious.
Just the usual.
---
They talked.
Laughed.
---
I was there—
but not really.
---
My mind was somewhere else.
---
Until I looked at him.
---
Nathaniel.
---
Really looked.
---
Not as a friend.
---
But as something to study.
---
The way he spoke.
The way he carried himself.
---
The way girls responded to him.
---
It wasn’t random.
---
There was a pattern.
---
Every move had a purpose.
---
Every interaction had direction.
---
And most importantly—
there was always an outcome.
---
He didn’t just talk.
He led.
---
And the girls he dealt with—
they all had something in common.
---
He saw something in them.
Something specific.
---
And used it.
---
That’s when I realized—
this wasn’t luck.
---
It was understanding.
---
I wanted that.
---
So I started watching him more.
---
Closely.
---
Not obvious.
Not enough to draw attention.
---
Just enough to learn.
---
How he chose who to talk to.
When he spoke.
What he said.
---
But I couldn’t ask him.
---
Not yet.
---
So I observed.
---
And outside of that—
I started learning on my own.
---
Videos.
---
Psychology.
---
Documentaries.
---
Anything that explained how people think.
How they react.
---
I even started reading.
---
At first, it was confusing.
---
But slowly—
things began to connect.
---
I started noticing patterns.
---
The way people spoke when they were unsure.
The way their expressions shifted before they said something.
---
Their eyes.
Their tone.
Even small things—
like how their eyebrows moved.
---
People revealed more than they realized.
---
You just had to pay attention.
---
And I did.
---
Every day.
---
Every interaction.
---
I watched.
---
Learned.
---
Connected things.
---
And slowly—
I started understanding something.
---
People weren’t as complicated as I thought.
---
They just hid things well.
---
And once you saw past that—
---
you could see everything.