Before Tessa and I take our seats, Ben’s voice cuts through the rising tension. “Hope. Tessa.fancy meeting you here.” Despite my dread of the evening I turn to him with a smile. Ben is in a navy suit, hair neatly styled. Calm. Confidence. But his eyes soften when they land on me. “Hi,” I say, managing a smile. He greets Tessa with a hug, then me with a nod that lingers a second too long. His eyes silently asking, Are you okay?" Yes, I mouth. Keith watches the exchange. He doesn’t blink, his wolf lurking in his eyes. It reminds me of the lie I told. The one I hope not one shines a light on at this dinner. I decided I'm going to tell him the truth, I just want to do it with a smaller and less hostile audience. Papa welcomes everyone, claps Keith on the shoulder, motions for us to

