Jessica's POV.
It's been a few days of staying at the rebel camp, and I was feeling a little bit unwell. Right from the moment Ryan told me about the sacrifice Murphy made for me, I have never been myself. I kept blaming myself at every moment for being the one who was ruining people. And the Luna Shadows curse was a bundle of problems on its own because it was not only because I had made him sacrifice his wolf; it was because he had to do it to protect me.
I blamed myself for so long that I actually began to fall into depression. I watched Ryan do everything he could to help me out of those moods, but it was not working, as every single time I found myself guilty of all of those things, and every effort to take off those guilt was not working at all.
"I don't feel well. I think I have
