~ Adrian ~ I gazed at Emilia's door for minutes, refusing to knock. She clearly stated I should let her be and mind my business. My right hand held the door handle while the left held the little backpack I used in putting on a few clothes. My initial plan was to spend four days in the penthouse. But it didn’t work. I thought of her the whole time. While I was conversing with Charlotte, her picture played before me. While I took the cigarette, it was still Emilia. I concluded with Charlotte, dismissed her and carried my bag back to my pack. I still got to the door of the person I wanted to see, refusing to knock. I breathed; it would look desperate if I actually did it. She would see me as a fool or someone who can’t do without her. I turned to leave when I heard soft sounds. I

