I changed my insurance policy and made the kids my beneficiary and I also changed my will to leave everything to them. All I would leave Becky was bitter memories.
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The cancer will kill me long before the AIDS can and as it eats away at my body and I become worse Becky has to watch it happen. Every day she watches me waste away and it rips her guts out to think that her affair with Jerry is what has caused my pain. I'll tell her the truth, but not until I'm dead.
I've left a letter with my lawyer to be given to Becky at the time my will is read. The letter spells out in detail what took place. It tells of my finding out about the cancer and coming home to break the news to her and how I found her and Jerry f*****g in my bedroom and on my bed. I told her that I had die
