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28th June, Thursday
Did I ever tell you how much I hate your best friend? I despise him. I hate Liam so f*****g much.
I . . . I wanted the pain to stop, Ethan. So, with that intention in my mind, I went to the Moonstone Bridge and yes; I was going to jump. I was contemplating my decision and obviously, my mind won. Everyone said to jump. Life would be easier and happier for all of us. I won’t have to drag you into my problems, you’d be happy with Ariana and you know how much I hate to see you sad. I had decided that I would do it.
Be selfish for one time in my life.
I wondered who would come to my funeral. Would you be there? Happy, that I was finally gone. Or bitter that I am dead.
I shook my head and stopped my brain, my heart, those voices and stopped breathing. I was more
