Paul leaned over to peck me on the cheek, but I got my arms around his neck, pulling him closer. I turned my head and caught his lips with mine. Paul's first reaction was to pull away, but I was holding him tightly. I kissed him again, this time my lips lingered on his and for a moment he responded! His lips caressed mine and he made a soft sound in his throat. He placed his hand on my arm and his fingers were trembling. Not sure why I was doing this or what the hell I was thinking, I kissed him harder and had just parted my lips to dart my tongue out, when he pulled away so suddenly he broke my grip. "N...night mom." He stammered, "I'll get the light on my way out." "Honey would you lay down with me?" I patted the bed next to me. "You want me to sleep with you?" He looked nervously a

