Lily's POV
I wanted to so desperately reach out for Ben. I wanted to soothe him. I wanted him to know that everything would be okay. Even if I never woke.
It gave me a great sense of relief, knowing everyone was okay. That everything I endured was worth it.
It felt so weird being able to hear everything that was being said, but not being able to respond or give any comfort. I hated that Ben had to endure this for so long. I was already struggling as is, and it hadn't even been a day like this.
I was trying to force myself awake. I was trying to move the hand he held. Anything to show him that I heard him. That I was right here. That he didn't lose me. That was something I so desperately wanted when he was in his coma. Just some sort of sign of hope.
I felt like I was being pulled. I
