There were various aspects that needed to be considered before just accepting such a tempting proposal, but there was one that over shadowed everyone of them - and that i could not trust that lying son of a gun. It would be retarded of me to trust him. Based on everything that i had been through, which turned out for the worst no matter how good it seemed at first, it always managed to start with me trusting Mike. I was not going to make the same mistake - especially when he was the destruction of this beautiful haven of tranquility. It was not possible. I, however, was forced to give an answer - and you best believe i wanted him to know that i was not on his side. It was exhausting to pretend like everything was okay and that i trusted him. The only reason i trusted him after he literally
