When Lucian kissed her, it wasn't gentle.
It was slow, intense—like he had been holding back for too long and finally let himself lose control.
Caliste's breath caught in her throat as his hand cupped her cheek, his lips moving against hers with a hunger she hadn't expected. Her hands found his chest, fingers tightening against the fabric of his shirt as if she didn't trust her own knees to hold her up.
For a moment, she forgot why they were doing any of this.
The marriage. The heir clause. The rules.
In that moment, it felt… real.
Too real.
She pulled away first.
Panting. Eyes wide. Lips trembling.
"W-What are we doing?" she whispered.
Lucian didn't move. His eyes, darker than usual, locked with hers. "You tell me."
She stepped back, trying to clear her head. "This wasn't part of the deal."
"You kissed me back."
"You kissed me first!"
He ran a hand through his hair, stepping away. "You're right. That was a mistake."
Her heart twisted. That word—mistake—it stung more than she wanted to admit.
"Good," she said quietly, even if it didn't feel good at all. "Let's not do that again."
"Agreed."
They stood in silence for a few seconds, both avoiding eye contact.
Then she turned and walked away.
---
The next morning, the kitchen was colder than usual. Or maybe it was just the awkwardness between them.
Lucian sat at the counter, scrolling through emails on his tablet, sipping black coffee.
Caliste entered in her usual silk robe, hair tied up, Monty trailing after her. She made a beeline for the fridge, grabbed a yogurt, and pretended he didn't exist.
Lucian didn't say anything either.
It was their new game: ignore and pretend.
But it didn't last long.
"About last night," he said suddenly.
She froze mid-bite. "What about it?"
"I think we should… lay down more rules."
She rolled her eyes. "More rules? What are we, roommates in a contract negotiation?"
"You said no falling in love."
"I meant it."
"Then maybe we should also say no kissing. No touching. No…"
"No…?" she asked, tilting her head.
He cleared his throat. "No sleeping together unless we're actually… trying."
She gave a dry laugh. "You make it sound so romantic."
"I'm being serious."
She turned to him then, arms crossed. "Do you really think we can fake everything and keep emotions out of it?"
"We have to."
"Then maybe you shouldn't kiss your wife like you mean it."
He looked at her for a long time.
But he didn't argue.
---
Two weeks passed.
The media caught wind that Caliste Winslow had moved in with her elusive husband. Paparazzi followed them. Articles exploded. "Power Couple Rekindles Romance," they said.
What a joke.
They held hands at charity events. Posed for photos. Smiled like newlyweds.
Behind closed doors, they barely spoke.
Most nights, Lucian worked late in his office. Caliste stayed in the guest room with Monty. The bed they were supposed to share remained untouched.
Until one night, when everything shifted again.
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It was raining hard.
The kind of storm that made everything feel heavier.
Lucian stood by the tall window in the living room, staring out into the wet city lights, scotch in hand. His shirt was half unbuttoned, his tie hanging loose around his neck.
He looked tired. More than usual.
Caliste padded in barefoot, wearing a hoodie and shorts, hair damp from a shower.
She hesitated when she saw him.
"You okay?" she asked softly.
He didn't turn around. "Just thinking."
"About work?"
He took a sip. "About everything."
She joined him at the window, standing just a few feet away. The silence between them wasn't awkward this time. It was quiet. Comforting.
Then he said, "Did you ever wonder why our families are so obsessed with legacy?"
She glanced at him. "All the time."
"They treat us like pawns."
"We let them."
He looked at her now. "Did you ever want a kid? Outside of all this?"
The question surprised her.
She thought about it.
"Yeah," she said finally. "But not like this. Not as a contract."
He nodded. "Same."
Another pause.
Then she whispered, "Lucian… do you regret marrying me?"
His jaw tightened. "I regret the way it happened."
"Me too."
They looked at each other again.
And for the first time, there was no fire in their eyes. No sarcasm. No walls.
Just… them.
Raw. Honest.
Without thinking, Caliste reached for his hand.
He didn't pull away.
"I don't know how we're going to do this," she whispered.
"We figure it out," he said softly.
She stepped closer. His fingers curled around hers.
And suddenly, being near him didn't feel like an obligation.
It felt safe.
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The clink of cutlery and the soft scrape of a chair filled the grand Velmore dining hall as Caliste slid into a vacant spot at the long table. They are invited for a gathering hosted by the Velmores last night. Everyone left after dinner leaving only her and Lucian to accompany Victoria, and Victoria insisted to let them stay for the night.
Lucian was already seated at the head, sipping his coffee, looking like the front page of a fashion magazine. He didn't even flinch when she grabbed a croissant and bit into it like she hadn't eaten in days. Victoria left early for her morning walk in the courtyard accompanied by the trusted butler.
"Sleep well?" he asked without looking up.
Caliste narrowed her eyes. "Like a baby. You?"
He finally glanced at her, one brow lifting. "I would've, if someone hadn't kicked me in her sleep."
She blinked, chewing. "I kicked you?"
"Twice," he said flatly. "Right in the ribs. I thought I was under attack."
"You were," she said with a smirk. "It was instinct."
He snorted into his coffee. "Violent instincts, apparently."
A silence passed. Then she cleared her throat and said, trying to sound casual, "So... I've been thinking."
Lucian froze mid-sip. "Dangerous."
"I'm serious."
"Even more dangerous."
She rolled her eyes. "About the heir thing."
He set his cup down. "Of course you are. It's barely 8 a.m., but sure, let's talk baby-making over toast."
"Well, we do have a deadline," she reminded, picking up a grape. "And since we're not exactly the lovey-dovey type... I was thinking of an alternative."
Lucian leaned back. "Go on."
"I say we go for IVF. No mess, no awkwardness. And we hire a surrogate to carry the baby."
Lucian didn't answer right away. He picked up a piece of bread, tore it slowly, then looked up.
"No."
She blinked. "No?"
"No surrogate," he said again. "If we're doing this, you carry the child."
Her face scrunched up. "Why? That's so old-fashioned!"
"It's not about fashion. It's our child. I don't want someone else growing it like we're outsourcing a project."
"But—Lucian—ugh!" She huffed. "What if I don't want to carry it? What if I'm not ready?"
"You were ready to bring this up at breakfast. That's got to count for something."
She threw a grape at him. He caught it mid-air and popped it in his mouth.
"Show-off," she muttered.
"I'm serious, Caliste," he said, his tone softening. "If you're scared, I get it. But if we're going through with this, I want the child to grow inside you. It matters."
Her eyes dropped to her plate. Her fingers toyed with the edge of her fork.
"I… I can't."
Lucian frowned. "Can't, or won't?"
She took a shaky breath, cheeks warming. "Both."
He waited.
She glanced around as if someone might hear, then leaned closer and whispered, "I'm a virgin."
Lucian paused, stunned. "…Come again?"
"I haven't done it before. Ever!" she whispered louder than intended, then slapped her hand over her mouth, mortified.
Lucian stared at her for a beat, then burst into laughter, loud and honest.
"Oh my god," she groaned, burying her face in her hands. "Stop laughing!"
"I'm not—" he struggled to breathe, "—I just… you? You, Caliste Winslow, the woman who once threatened to burn down my Porsche if I made her wait another hour—you're a virgin?"
"Yes!" she squeaked. "And can you not announce it like it's a breaking news alert?"
He tried to control his chuckles. "You've been married for three years."
"And we've lived in different countries for 2.9 of them!"
"Still," he muttered, amused.
She glared at him. "Is it that hard to believe?"
He sobered. "Honestly? Yeah."
She crossed her arms. "I just never met anyone I trusted enough. And you were more of a business arrangement than a love story, if you recall."
"I remember," he said. "And trust me, I'm not judging. I'm just… surprised."
"Well, now that you know, can you see why I'm not exactly eager to ruin my, um, 'Holy Grail' just to deliver an heir?"
Lucian ran a hand through his hair. "Look, I get that it's scary. But it's not a curse, Cal. It's just… a new chapter."
Her voice dropped to a murmur. "You think I'm being silly."
"No," he said gently. "I think you're being honest. And I respect that."
She looked at him, visibly startled.
"Really?" she asked.
He nodded. "If we go the IVF route, we'll do it your way. No pressure. But if you're worried about the hymen thing…" He cleared his throat, trying not to smirk. "You do know that's not a magical lock, right?"
"Don't start," she groaned.
"I'm just saying, you can lose it doing sports, too. Even riding a bike."
"I did ballet and horseback riding!" she hissed. "It's still there! The damn thing's stubborn!"
Lucian burst out laughing again. "You're unbelievable."
Caliste grabbed another grape and threw it at him. He didn't dodge this time.
"Ow," he said dramatically. "Assault."
"I'll show you assault if you keep laughing."
"Okay, okay." He wiped his mouth with his napkin and leaned forward. "But I want you to know something."
"What?"
"I'm not going to force you into anything. I want this baby to come from a place we both agree on. Even if it's not perfect. Even if it's messy."
Caliste blinked. "That's… unexpectedly sweet."
"Don't get used to it."
She smiled, then bit her lip. "Would you come with me to the clinic?"
He nodded without hesitation. "Of course."
"Even if I pass out from needle fear?"
"I'll catch you."
"Even if I scream bloody murder?"
"I'll scream louder to make you feel better."
She laughed. "You're actually kind of tolerable today."
Lucian raised his coffee. "Cheers to progress."
They clinked mugs, and for the first time since their forced reunion, the distance between them felt a little less heavy.
The war was far from over. But for now… they had a truce.