Hocam /my teacher

Nor!!!

I say hello to my father friend .

and his son was starting at me weirdly I felt uncomfortable? And ignore it I talk to the father I ask himWhat sickness does he have and where does it hurt you tell me and I explain exactly what he said to me the doctor.

The doctors said go make this test I go with them but his son keep asking me weird questions like how old are you ?you are so beautiful! and something like that I ignored it and walk faster than them after we finish the test and bring it back to the doctor we had to wait three hours For the result To come out I sit down very far from them so no one would ask me anything else and I wouldn’t speak unless it’s urgent the Son keeps Staring at me and accidentally we make eye contact and he smiled I feel so sick I’m tired of man They all the same the 1st to smile and then they start touching me I hate them.

In the meantime I did my homework after I finish it it took so long it’s almost 6 pm so I got to the nurse and ask her about the result did it come out yet and she said it did you can go and see the doctor and I took the father with me and we went inside the doctor said he wasn’t that sick just a little because he’s old And….

we finish so I said to them I finish my work can you give me my money and the son said you’re going home I said yes can you give me my money please and his son Name Ali soo Ali said to me it’s too late let me drop you off I refuse and tell him I know the way I don’t need you to drop me off is not my first time here And he said well can I Thank you for dinner for helping us? I said no need thanks just give me my money and stop asking question!! and he was so pissed he said to me with a tongue I’m just being nice why are you being so rude Here take your money and he throw the money in my face I get down on the floor and start gathering the money that fall and then said thanks I thanked them and go home on the way home I was counting the money that he gave me and I was curious if he tell father how much did he give me or not I was really scared but I needed the money so I take 5 TL and get out before my stop and I go a specific shop and I buy some candy with a strawberry shape on it I hide it in my chest so no one can find it It was for my little sister I want to surprise her she always talk about them it doesn’t matter if I get it if she’s happy and I walk home in the way I just remembered how my father friends who they Where Taking me with them to translate for them how ….how they s****l harassing me touching me And do disgusting thing to me and when I tell my father he Snap me multiple times so hard! and say to me you w***e you b***h !!where did you learn to seduction man like this don’t you dare say anything about my friend my friend’s are so nice they wouldn’t do something like this unless you tell them to do it I know how you b***h thank don’t you try To turn the table and hit me over and over and I swear I didn’t do anything I didn’t know anything they were the one who did it not me but he didn’t believe me and contain hitting me he wouldn’t stop unless he’s tired and I tell my mother but she just ignored me she said don’t tell your father.

And can’t you just live with it !!and since that time I never said anything to Anyone I arrived home and my mother open the door to me !and she said welcome !! this is the first time since eight years she said welcome to me I said how rare is today my birthday or something This is the first time you said welcome to me ?!but thanks mum no matter how much they were bad to me I just couldn’t hate them I don’t know why, after I got to the living room my father said come here and I go to him and give him the money and he starts counting them one by one and then he said open your backpack I tell him why ?he yell at me and says don’t make me repeat myself open it !!and I start open itTaking out the book and stuff in that bag and he took the back back from my hand and throw everything on the floor and with his legs he start looking at the stuff in my backpack after a while when I was Putting my stuff back in the bag and he said tomorrow you will get married!!! to my friends son Ali and you will never study again !!!!????I just stay cool and tell him what? do you mean he said I don’t want to repeat myself I tell you tomorrow you will get married do you understand!!1 out loud and I said but whyNo.. no…. no!! I will not you can hit me you can Curse at me but I Will never get married!! I will never you can do whatever you want to me but I will never get married no no!! and he started hitting me so hard over and over and over and I tell him whatever you do I will never get married.

because I’m so scared I’m not afraid of death I’m scared of marriage is the only thing that I don’t want the only thing that’s killing me more than death …….

After he hit me for an tow hour he said to me are you still going to say no Because of the pain I whisper to him I …won’t get… married and he started yelling and get out I thought that he finish but he come back with a baseball a wood and starts hitting me with the wood it hurts so much so bad that I can’t even yell anymore I can’t feel anything he continued to 9 pm I felt that I was going to die I smiled happily finally….before I fainted I saw my sister jumped in front of me telling my father ..stop hitting my sister why are you hate her she didn’t do anything stop hitting my sister dad please stop hitting her and he almost hit my sister nor in the head with a wood baseball But I pushed her away and take the hits after I take the hits I fainted before I close my eyes I whisper to my sister nor …run don’t….. get you..rself in… this mess.. run ..run And I fainted After some time I heard my mother step beside me and bring dinner to my father and go back and bring dinner to my brother in his room she didn’t even move me away she just stepped beside me like I was nothing and I fainted again I wake up 3 am in the morning after I wake up I was so dizzy my head was killing me everywhere was painful I can’t even see they close the lights I start to search for my sister I moved my head on the floor my vision it’s not clear and Sense something …the body? is my sister she was sleeping in very wrong way so I moved her to the pillow and put the pillow under her head After I take my hand from her head I feel like there’s some something liquid I didn’t clearly see it so I put my head close to my eyes so I can see what’s the liquid? thing it’s red ?it is it blood!! but whose blood is that?! And my head start hurting me again after that I realise that the blood was my sister!! she is bleeding and I open the lights and jumped to her and I was screaming hey wake up hey she didn’t wake up she was fainted and I moved her head and saw there is blood everywhere on the door on the floor !!!?I went to my father room and knock the door as hard as I can and he come to me come out and slap me he said what the fack are you doing are you out of your mind how dare you distract me when I was sleeping I didn’t mind the slap I just continue yelling …. my sister my sister she’s dying we need to take her to the hospital please hurry hurry please and he say it’s not my problem and don’t overreact it’s just a scratch I can’t afford a hospital For someone like her !!! my head was full of blood and you say is a scratch !!! how cold. he was no matter how much he hates us he can’t be this much this is too much I look to my mother behind him and I side mother mother please my sister your daughter please help me let’s take her to the hospital !!!?my father me slap me again and say your mother aren’t allowed to go outside if she’s not with me and I side then you come with me!!.. he said do I need to Repeat my f*****g self clear I said no and stop f*****g yelling or I will literally kill you !!I’m just going easy on you so don’t push yourself too much I was so shocked how cold they be so…!!! they go back to their room and sleep I immediately go to my sister and carry her in my arms she was not heavy I don’t have straight in my arm because they were hurting me so bad but I under the pin and run as fast as I can to the main street to take a taxi and I Heard my father Coming after me and yelling !! come back here you little b***h how dare you run away come back but he was so fat he couldn’t keep up with me so he said to me if you ever come back you’re dead meat do you get it …. I didn’t even hear anything I was just thinking and praying please please my God don’t take my sister away please she is the only one that I have in this world only thing that make me a live some taxi pulled over and I put my sister in the back gently and yell at the driver to the hospital1! and he immediately start the car and go to the hospital on the way I was yelling because I couldn’t cry so all I could do was yell yell yell I was yelling please please don’t die don’t leave me please I’m not ready yet please don’t you didn’t deserve anything you didn’t deserve to die this will you please don’t die and the driver didn’t ask anything he quickly drive it would normally take us a half an hour to arrive to the hospital but we arrive in 10 minutes after we arrive I open the door and carry my sister but the driver said to me give her to me I am stronger than you ! I didn’t hesitate and give her to him And he ran and I Behind him to the emergency room after we arrived I yell as loud as I can someone !anyone! please!! please! my sister is dying!! and the nurse and the doctors gather at us one of the doctor was examined my sister and the other one was questioning me what’s happened and I told him I pushed her on the door it was an accident but she fainted I don’t know what’s happened to her ??!!and he said since when that happened ?I told him it was about six hour ago! he was shocked six hour !!waht where you doing that whole time? I said I was fainted I didn’t know he look at my face there was a bruises all over my face The other doctor yelled Prepare the surgery room !!she have a brain bleeding!!!!

I yell at the doctor please please ! save her he said to me I need her father or someone old agreement to do the surgery and I Lied at him I told him we don’t have a family I am her only sister I’m 18 and he didn’t believe me because I was looking like a 15 years old I didn’t know what to do there is no way my father would come and sign any paper I look around me and I found the taxi driver was still there I run to him and start begging him please !please can you Sign the paper of the surgery please I will do anything!! he stopped me and said it’s okay sister I will sign the paper in your behave you don’t Have to worry I hope your sister live he signed the paper the surgery began and some nurse come to me and say this way please so we can take care of your bruises I tell him no need I’m going to wait till my sister come out from the surgery and the taxi driver said didn’t I do you a favour you do me a favour and go take care of your bruises I tell him I’m sorry but I can’t do that I will wait here for my sister after she come out and I make sure she’s alright I will take care of my bruises later!!

sometime has passed like two hours it’s now 5 am and the taxi driver was too beside me but I didn’t even notice’s him I was so into my thoughts imagining scenarios praying for my sister do everything for her and I was thinking am I the one who pushed her???!! and I don’t know maybe the moment that my father was about to hit my sister I pushed her Away and I hear I heard something but I didn’t push for that hard is it my fault ??it’s all my fault!!! I can’t even cry all I can do is yell When I was zoning out I see some nurse running into the surgery room ???I was scared what’s happening why are they running ??!!1 something happened to my sister !!??

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