-Amelie-
I was utterly embarrassed.
I grimaced when I got back to my senses. My Goddess, I almost assaulted Mason last night and then my breakdown this morning in front of the mirror!
I’d cried and acted like a complete child again!
My emotions overwhelmed me. It’s just…
So much had happened!
And that dream…
I had missed Mason so much. I needed him, his comfort, his embrace, his love. But then Mason didn't kiss after everything I did.
I understand now I was crazy and something closer to a lustful wolf… but when he didn’t kiss me back, I felt exposed, rejected, and lonely. Those feelings rotted inside of me over night, making me feel unwanted. And above all ugly. The thought of Mason attracted to me only because of the mate bond hurt my feelings.
I tried to do my exercise of
