Chapter 21
August 4th
One year.
One wonderful, life-changing, beautiful year later where my world had flipped upside down... where the wonderful man I married told me he wanted to have a family with me. Yet here I sat in the bathroom, crying my eyes out as I started my period right on time.
I didn’t understand. Didn’t know why I wasn’t getting pregnant when I was doing everything right. Doing all the things the doctor told me to do including timing s*x perfectly.
What was wrong?
Why wasn’t the thing I wanted most happening?
My entire life was better than the first time. I wasn’t stressed, was married, and lived in a house with enough space for us to have two children or more, and yet…
Each month, my body failed to do the one thing I wanted it do more than anything else, something I
