Chapter 10
June 16th
God, I thought things couldn’t get worse, but I wanted nothing more than to go back to the night with Banner and slap some sense into myself.
Why?
Why?
Because I ignored the signs even knowing we hadn’t used protection that night, like f*****g idiots.
So, for two months, I deliberately pushed assigned the fact my period hadn’t arrived and that I felt like barfing every day, all day the entire time.
For a month more, I refused to acknowledge the positive sign on the goddamn pregnancy test. Well, other than to pick up prenatal vitamins and hide them somewhere so nobody would know my secret.
And as I finally headed home upon the end of my internship, I pretended there hadn’t been a need to go out and use what little remained of my savings to buy a pair of maternit
