Elaine "I'm sorry." "You already said that." I huffed into my phone at Jade. "Like a hundred times." "I know, but it's my fault you are hurting all over again, Laine." "No, it's my fault I let him affect me at all." I scowled even though she couldn't see me. It was my fault I was still letting Grayson affect me. The skating rink had been a total disaster. Instead of helping me relax, every movement, spin, jump had reminded me of him, of our time back then, and it had hurt. Then I lost focus and slipped and he was there, catching me, cushioning my fall with his body. And then I'd made the mistake of looking down at him and almost drowned in his eyes. Argh. I fell back on the bed and stared up at the cabin's ceiling, only because closing my eyes kept sending me back right there. "I

