76 LISTEN T H E A “You’ve been looking sad the entire time since we got here.” I pulled my head up to hear Sebastian’s voice. He smiles calmly but I wasn’t in the mood to join the others. We’re all here now and everybody seems to be merry. “It’s Christmas.” He says as he sits next to me. I half-smiled. “And everyone’s downstairs. Why you’re here alone in the library?” he asks. “it’s warmer here. And… I wanted to see how many books they have.” I reasoned. Sebastian smiles. “Come on, everyone’s looking for you.” If everyone includes Benedict then I would be downstairs joining but he’s skipping this get-together because he needed to be there for his dad and mom. Bethany isn’t here too which makes things awfully quieter. I sigh inwardly and I have never talked to them since that day.

