*Phoenix POV*
The story that was meant to keep her from thinking of the pain, but it feels nearly worse than the actual pain in my heart, speaking it all out like that. How did I do so much wrong. Our little mistakes ended up snowballing into such a big deal.
The pain coming off her in debilitating, I know I am only feeling a fraction of what she is feeling, if I could take it all away, I would, if I could give my life so that she could keep hers, I would. She is the strongest person I have ever met, I know that this could have already killed so many others.
I feel so bad asking for her to get through this, I know I am selfish, I want her by my side, I want to have pups with her I want to grow old with her by my side. I am truly selfish but I want to live, but not alone, never alone
