Flynn I had written about ten different messages to Lilah but kept deleting them. You're acting like an i***t. Just message her! Jett huffs at me. She's different, it has to be right. I can't be too cocky or she'll believe everything she is told about me! I reply anxiously. I have put a lot of pressure on this first messaged and I have no idea why. Maybe you should have kept it in your pants and this wouldn't have been an issue. I hate to say I told you so, but I definitely did. Jett rubs it in. I sigh. He is right. I was told and now I am paying the price. I decide to just send it before I can psych myself out again. Me : Hey! How are you feeling today? I wait nervously for her reply. My foot is tapping on the floor in anticipation. "Some people are trying to sleep Flynn! Sto

