Of course I don’t sleep with Asher that night. In fact, it's been a week and a half and Asher hasn't even looked me in the eye again, much less talked to me.
Of course, in addition to that, there has been many times where he yelled at me, scolded me and punished me without me deserving it. And I'm being serious this time, I really didn't deserve it.
It's as if every little sound that comes out of my mouth makes him angry.
Ans as stupid as it sounds, I kinda miss him. Not really being with him, because he's the most exasperating man in the universe, but I miss kissing him and being able to touch him and all that comes with having a man.
I think the lockdown is hitting me hard. I need sëxual contact to be happy, but every time I try to get close to Asher, something happens, either he ig
