Crystal
I cover my face and try to be calm. I'm naked and the water running through my body for the last twenty minutes assures me I no longer have anything on me, but I'm sad and I'll never be able to forget how it felt to touch that fücking thing and have hundreds of tiny black spiders running down my arm and then all over my body.
What Asher did was something a public elementary school bully would do, not at all a sergeant’s punishment. It was so fücking cruel.
For some reason he really hates me. And I mean he hates me in a very personal way. He hates my whole being, not just that I’m a misguided girl under his charge. He has a fixation on me and wants to hurt me, obviously.
And that makes me sad because... I don't know why. I just know I've been crying in his bathroom for a long ti
