Yeah, the moment mattered. “You are actively looking for one, and that counts.” Melody encouraged me. “Hell, you came all the way here, looking for one,” she added. I nodded. I took a shivering breath. My tears had dried. I looked around and smiled. “Thanks… I don’t know what I would have done without you.” I said to my friends. They all pulled me into a group hug. The truth was still buried behind a curtain of secrets. I hadn’t encountered the right moment to tell him. The clock was ticking. And yet, somehow, having them in my corner made me feel capable. I could do this. “Give us a smile.” Melody pulled my head up. I gave them a blotchy, forced smile. “Could be better,” she laughed. “Or, worse…” Sage said, and we all burst out laughing. “You can’t go to

