Aurora D'Angelo / Isla Smith
The following day, the girls and I got ready. The game was tonight, and my mind kept reeling with the idea of seeing him right there on the field. Seeing Ashton Varnat in his element, playing the game he loves… the one that gave him purpose while feeling abandoned by his parents.
I kept replaying the conversation we had. When I asked him about his passion for football, he was open and vulnerable… Then, everything crumbled. I saw him kissing Janice, and my entire reality crumbled. Who is Ashton Varnat? The playboy, or the guy who opened up his heart to me… the vulnerable soul underneath the facade.
Goddess! I am so confused, and tonight I am going to face a real trial. My heart still hammers inside my chest when I think about him. When I think about not se
