Ashton Varnat
The boys insisted on going out. I went through the motions. The loud music drowned the gloomy feeling in my heart. When I took a swig of my beer and closed my eyes, Isla´s broken gaze hit me ten thousand times harder.
Girls tried to approach, but I asked Killian and Carl to run interference; that was the only condition for the night. No girls.
Heaven was usually busy on a Thursday night. On Saturday we had a big game, and tomorrow we will have a full day of training. I am sure football will keep my mind off things. Hopefully.
I tried to have fun, to forget, to get away from what had happened with Isla, and focus on having a good time with the guys, but honestly, as soon as we crossed the door, I was ready to head back home.
No amount of alcohol would numb me, no amo
