JENNIE Do you know what's worse than losing your wife? The moment that you'll find her in this place and she's still alive but can't even remember a thing about you, if who she is, what she is and everything about her whole life and every person in her life when she still has her memory. Sure I do feel the happiness that I finally found her. I felt relief and the heavy feelings in my chest seemed to lift up. But do you know what's the worst thing if you found her? That she's with another woman while me, her wife, almost killing myself in sadness and lose the will to continue life just because she's f*****g missing! I wanted to get mad but I know that it isn't the right moment to be mad. Lisa can't remember me or herself, so I'm giving her the chance to live again, but Charmaine and Na

