John POV: Waking up with my sleeping fiancé in my arms made me proud. Bastet and I had a breakthrough last night she confirmed how she feels for McKee. I never wanted to hit a woman a day in my life until yesterday. I hated that she confirmed my fears, I love her I really do. Do I love her more than I love myself and the respect I want? The answer to that is no. Does McKee love her more than me? Yes, but I don’t think he is the better man for her. I punished her with my d**k it was the only thing I could do, and she knew it. She let me f**k her any way I wanted which I did. Hopefully, she won’t be able to walk for a couple of days. “Good afternoon baby”, I say as I kiss her forehead. “Please don’t tell me I have s**t to do today”, she says talking into my chest. “Baby, I already cleare

