*** ZAVIYAAR SHEIKH ***
Abysmal darkness.
That was all on my mind while I was staring into nothingness. I... didn't know what I was feeling, how I was feeling, or what I should be feeling.
I was completely hollow as the day I married Saira was repeating in my mind like a loop, mentally disturbing me, leading me to the edge that I couldn't think of anything else.
"...I think I f****d up again." I whispered, turning to Asad who held a grin on his face, delighted for my wedding while I was perturbed.
"Are you sure? How are you feeling?" He asked happily.
"If I am being honest, nothing. My mind is entirely empty. I.. I don't have words. I don't know if I am happy or not." I swallowed hard, placing my hand over my heart to feel the hard pounding.
"Then let me rephrase: Do
