Chapter 41 “shh” I said rocking her up and down. Sara walks past my room as she goes to the front door to open the door from someone. I haven’t seen him in since yesterday. He was drunk and totally wasted. I put the baby down and went out there. He tried to kiss me; I push him off. “Don’t even” I said as he stood there as he realised how badly I was hurting. “I love you Penelope” he said as I close the door on his face. “Penelope, open the door” he said. “You need to start getting your life together and I think I finally understand why we’re not good together” I said. “So, you’re telling me you’re suddenly Not into this, I made you feel in ways you couldn’t get from those teen boys” he said as I open the door. “Do even hear yourself James, it

