Chapter 5
Svetlana’s lessons began the next morning after Anatoly spoke with Esphyr. He told Anastasia what Esphyr warned him about—how Svetlana’s youth and her svyet were practically a homing beacon for darkness. Although Anastasia didn’t agree with forcing Svetlana to dim her powers, Anatoly left no room for argument.
Anatoly led her to a frozen pond deep within the woods, the surface smooth as polished glass. The winter sun hung low, casting a pale gold shimmer across the ice.
“Sit,” he said.
Svetlana obeyed, folding her legs beneath her. Her breath fogged the air in soft bursts.
“What do you feel?” he asked.
She closed her eyes. “Everything. I feel the Earth. I sense the wind blowing through the trees. The animals beneath the snow. The river under the ice. It’s loud.”
“Then quiet it,” Anatoly murmured.
“How?” Svetlana asked in confusion.
“However you want, do-chen-ka.” (daughter)
She tried. The world pressed in on her—vibrations, light, life, magic. Her svyet surged instinctively, eager to respond. The ice beneath her cracked.
Anatoly didn’t flinch. “Again.”
It took months before she could sit on the frozen pond without fracturing it. Months more before she could dim her aura enough that even the birds dared to land near her again. By spring, she could sit in absolute stillness, her svyet tucked deep inside her like a sleeping ember.
Over time, the whispers began. The villagers spoke of strange lights flickering deep in the woods and sudden, unnatural gusts of wind. They noticed the child who never fell ill, never bled, and never bruised. Anatoly recognized the tightening coil of suspicion; he had seen those same looks centuries ago, in another era entirely. Now, as Svetlana reached maturity, her aging would soon halt forever. To survive, she had to learn the art of the masquerade.
He began to teach her how to mimic humanity.
He brought her to the village market, her form hidden beneath a heavy cloak and her hair pulled into modest braids. "Watch them," he whispered, his hand firm on her shoulder as she kept her eyes lowered. "Learn them."
"Why?" she asked, her voice carrying the soft edge of adolescent rebellion.
"Because the moment we stand out, we become targets. We are not like them, Svetlana, and they are certainly not like us." He watched a vendor haggle nearby, his gaze cold. "Mortals fear what they cannot understand."
Svetlana looked up at him, her expression clouding with a lingering, guileless hope. "But why can’t we just tell them the truth, Papochka?"
Anatoly went still, his fingers tightening just a fraction on her shoulder. He didn't look at her; instead, his eyes scanned the crowd, seeing not neighbors or merchants, but a collective force that could turn at a moment’s notice.
"Because, Moy ogonyok," (my little light) he said, his voice dropping to a gravelly hum, "the truth is a fire they cannot contain. When a mortal encounters something they do not understand, they do not seek to learn, but rather, they seek peace. And for them, peace only comes when the thing that haunts their understanding is reduced to ash."
He finally looked down at her, his expression a mask of weary sorrow.
"They do not care if you are kind. They do not care if you are innocent. To them, your existence is a question they cannot answer, and they will tear the world apart to silence it. They would burn the very forest we call home to ensure they never have to wonder about the lights between the trees again."
“Mortals eventually die, so do I have to bother learning to blend in?” Svetlana asked.
“You need it to survive, do-chen-ka.”
Svetlana sighed, seemingly understanding what her father was saying.
So, she observed the way humans moved. The way they stumbled, how they hesitated, how their emotions flickered across their faces like candlelight. She practiced tripping over uneven stones, practiced fumbling with coins, and practiced letting her hands shake in the cold, even though her magic kept her warm.
At night, Anatoly would sit with her by the fireplace in their home, carving wood as she practiced expressions in the polished bronze mirror.
“Too perfect,” he would say.
“Too still.”
“Too knowing.”
“Try again.”
She learned to smile with imperfection. To blink at the wrong times. To let her gaze wander instead of locking onto every heartbeat around her.
By the end of the second year, Svetlana could walk through the village unnoticed—just another girl with frost‑pink cheeks and a shy smile.
Despite Anatoly’s lessons, Svetlana’s power surged far beyond what he or Anastasia had ever anticipated. Knowing he could not stop its growth, he focused instead on teaching her to contain it.
He carved a small box from the heart of an ancient oak, its grain swirling like frozen smoke. Into the lid, he etched a single rune: Tishina—silence.
“This is not a spell,” he said, placing the gift before her. “It is a symbol. A reminder. When your power rises, you must put it in the box.”
Svetlana frowned, looking at the wood. “But it isn’t real.”
“It is real because you decide it is.”
From then on, she carried the box everywhere, tucked into her cloak, hidden beneath her pillow, or clutched in her palms whenever her svyet threatened to flare. In moments of fear, she would imagine pouring her power into the dark wood, snapping the lid shut, and sealing it with a breath.
It worked—most of the time.
But on the nights when the visions returned, the shadows without faces and voids that reached for her, Anatoly would find her trembling and crying in the corner of her room, the box held so tightly her knuckles were white. He never scolded her. He would quietly sit beside her, a steady anchor in the dark.
“You are stronger than the river ice,” he would whisper. “And stronger than the shadows. They cannot take you if you do not allow them to.”
Five years eventually passed like drifting snow over the Moskva River. Quiet on the surface, but reshaping everything beneath.
By 1090, Svetlana was fifteen years old, though her power had long outgrown the fragile frame of childhood. The iridescent violet of her svyet had matured into something deeper, steadier, and infinitely more dangerous. What had once flared uncontrollably now pulsed like a star behind a veil, waiting for the smallest tear to blaze through.
Anastasia taught her spells, theory, and the ethics of light magic. But it was Anatoly who taught her how to survive.
Over the next few centuries, Anatoly, Anastasia, Svetlana, and Esphyr became masters of the shadow. They drifted through the ages, relocating every few decades to stay ahead of suspicion. With subtle threads of magic, they adjusted their features so they remained ghosts in the eyes of the mortal world. Yet, like a tide pulled by an invisible moon, they always returned to their true home a century later, reappearing as strangers in a place that had long ago forgotten their faces.
Four centuries officially passed. Not gently, not quietly, but like the slow grinding of mountains against time. Empires rose and fell, languages shifted, borders bled into new shapes, and the world reinvented itself again and again. Yet Svetlana Romanoff remained unchanged in face, unbroken in spirit, and increasingly untethered from the mortal rhythm of the world.
By the year 1475, she had become something her parents could never have imagined.
Not a light witch. Not a dark one. But the epitome of neutrality. She had become a force balanced on the jagged edge between creation and destruction.
The izba of her childhood had long since rotted into the earth, reclaimed by moss and memory. Anastasia and Anatoly had moved many times over the centuries, always hiding, always adapting, always weaving new mortal identities to keep suspicion at bay. But Svetlana… she had outgrown the need for such illusions.
Her svyet, that was once a miniature sun, had matured into a star forged in twilight. It no longer flared uncontrollably. It pulsed with intention, with discipline, with a quiet, ancient understanding.
Esphyr had died two centuries earlier, her final breath spent whispering a prophecy that even now clung to Svetlana’s mind like frost on glass:
“Your light will not save the world. Your darkness will not end it. You will stand where all paths converge.”