Melina I was lying in my bed staring up at Thaddeus who was on top of me. All I could think about was Helena and how much I missed her. I couldn’t believe this jealous bastard killed her in our guest room down the hall. I would give anything for her to rescue me from this awful painful s*x right now. I was so happy when he rolled off me. I pulled the covers up to my chest and rolled on my side away from him turning my back to him. “Are you really telling me s*x with her was better than s*x with me?” He asked. I didn’t move at all. I just laid there staring at the wall. “Yes.” I finally answered. “So, you prefer women over men now?” “No, just you.” I laid there listening to him breathing heavy for a moment. I pulled my pillow into me and hugged it. As far

