Lost in your love

His first love

"Rean! What a suprise.",I ran and hugged him.

He didn't hug me back.

"What happened?",I asked popping my head out.

"You were with him?"

"Who?"

"Your ex. What was his name? Some Nic right?"

"Yup. Nicolas."

"Were you with him the whole day?",he asked narrowing his eyes.

"No. We had met for a reunion at the evening.",I said ignoring the way he was asking.

"Reunion of exes?",he said removing my hand from his face.

"Excuse me?"

"How does he know you were in London to do a REUNION?"

Okay. Now I am shocked. The Rean I knew wasn't like this. So now he has started doubting on me. Wow!

I opened my mouth and closed it next second dropping my hands. No words came out as I couldn't digest what he was doing.

"I asked you something.",his voice was cold. His eyes were piercing my soul.

"He saw me at the airport.",I said after a minute looking away from him.

"Weird ex connections. He was at airport at the same time you landed. Wow.",he bitterly smirked.

"Really? Is this why you're here? To insult me? To judge me?",I asked.

He was silent.

"Okay. I get it. You don't trust me anymore. I don't know what I did that make you feel so. Just spending time with a guy can-"

"He was your boyfriend! Don't you remember what he had done?",he asked raising his voice.

"Can't you say it directly, that you doubt on me?!", tears started to roll.

"You all men are same! If your wife is with someone you hate, you assume whatever you want. I didn't expect this from you, Rean. Thank you for proving my belief wrong. "

I just pushed him away and went to my room and locked it.

I don't want to prove that I'm innocent. I really don't care. If he had so many doubts on me, why did he marry me?!

For freaking sake, don't cry Lia.

I remembered what he had said when I was with Ken. He said, "If it's true love you need not prove yourself."

And I'm not going to prove myself. What wrong was I doing? Hanging out with friends is not bad. Nic was my ex. But he's still a friend. He has changed. People do change with time. So has Rean.

How could he even think like that? I was cheating on him? I'm in London to get back with Nic after being married to Rean for these years? I'm here to cheat him because I love him so much?

Forget it Lia.

I opened my door. I headed to the dining hall.

"Lia? You're back!", mom and dad said in union.

"Rean has come to suprise you. Isn't it so sweet that he completed his work and he's here for you."

"Yeah. That's really sweet of him.", I said looking at him who was sitting on the couch casually.

"That's why he wasn't answering my calls or texts I was sending the whole day. I get it.",I said rubbing my forehead.

My parents smiled.

I felt Rean's gaze on me.

"I had my dinner in Gwen's house. I want some rest." It was a lie. I didnt eat anything. I had no mood to eat there.

"But Rean was waiting for you to have dinner with you.",dad said.

"He can have now.", I said climbing the stairs.

I could hear mum's voice,"What's wrong with her? She didn't even talk to Rean!"

Yeah. Something is always wrong with me only.

It was less than half an hour, I was scrolling some reels when he walked inside the room ignoring me.

Fine. Ignore!

I kept on liking and scrolling random posts in order to divert my mind. He went to the bathroom and changed to his nightwear and layed next to me silently.

He switched off light without even asking me. Excuse me!

I wanted to yell. But I controlled myself.

I kept my phone aside. I looked at him. He was already in sleep. I wanted to caress his hair. I wanted to cuddle him. I didn't. I was hurted. Only the closest ones can hurt you the worst!

I turned aside and cried. He had never doubted me in these many years. Even when I talked to some random men while I was working.

I'll never doubt on him if he hangs out with ex. Wait. Does he have an ex? God. I'm his first love. Lol.

I laughed at my own thoughts.

It was morning when I heard some random noises.

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