Lost in your love

Into your Arms

"What the hell?", I screamed. It was some cracky sounds of vessels. Did just someone throw the vessels down from the sky?!

I woke up from bed feeling so numb.

I looked at the trolly beside mine.

"Hmm. He's the one behind those freaking noises."

I went out.

"Mom? Dad?",I called.

I looked at the clock. It was half past ten. Damn. Was I sleeping till now?

I took a hot shower.

My head was aching. I moved to the kitchen to fetch my morning coffee. No one was in kitchen. All vessels were placed in their right racks. Weird.

I was heading to living room with my coffee mug when I saw a cake on the dining table.

I got excited. I ran towards it. Yes. I was damn hungry.

Omg. It was a red velvet cake.

'Sorry, I love you.' was written on it.

"Huh.", I realised. It was baked by Rean.

I was above to leave when a box of donuts started to rotate from one side of a table.

I chuckled lightly.

I turned to leave when he popped out of nowhere and kneeled down infront of me with a basket full of my favourite chocolates.

"What are you doing?",I asked.

"I'm sorry.",he said pulling his ear.

The basket was above to fall.

"Careful." I held the basket. He was still holding his ear.

I placed the basket on the table. I took my mug and moved to the living room silently.

"Hmm. Yumm. I love it. These chocolates are the best.", I heard him saying it.

What? Did he just start munching them? Without me?

"Did you just?", I asked seeing him unwrapping the cover.

He was above to take a bite when I grabbed it from him.

"How da-e y-u ea-t my choc-late?",I said while taking a big bite.

He stared at me. I could feel it.

"Forget it.",he murmured and approached towards me.

"Forget what?"

He leaned towards me and kissed me. Damn. No. Why are you kissing me? Stop. I wanted to yell. I couldn't! The spark I felt weakened me. I had goosebumps all over me. I too joined in kissing knowingly.

This wasn't a normal kiss. It was way beyond our first one. He took away chocolate from my hand. He kissed me with love. It was a longing kiss hidden with an unknown dangerous craving. I did forget what had happened.

He grabbed me and placed me on the table next to the basket almost knocking it to floor still kissing. Now I was matching his hight. By siting on a table. I tied myself to him by locking my legs around his hips. He looked straight into my eyes and kissed my right earlobe. He placed kisses all over my neck while my hands were playing with his hair. He grabbed my top joining our lips again. It was too sudden. I gasped.

He backed off the next moment. His craving expression turned into a darker one.

He smirked and again smooched the corner of my lips. My eyes were bewildered by his actions.

"Its more delicious now.",he said.

I hoped from table touching my lips which was covered with chocolate. And now his was also covered with it.

I turned away from him. Why did I kiss him? I'm stupid.

"I'm sorry Lia!",he held my hand and made me turn towards him.

" I shouldn't have behaved like that. I just came here to suprise you.",he said rubbing my lips with his thumb.

"I was dodging your calls and messages not to spoil the suprise. But when I saw you with Nic. I recalled how he kissed you infront of all in that party. I couldn't digest that you were with the same guy. I felt inferior. I felt like how could you love someone before me? Why am I not your first love?",his voice was trembling.

" Some crazy thoughts like that passed in my mind and I -I.",tears started to fall from his eyes.

He was tensed worried, He was in pain but still put on a smile to cover it.

I couldn't stop myself from kissing him. He didn't seem to be suprised by it. This one was a delicate and soft one. Not like the previous one. "It's ok Rean.",I said breaking the kiss.

He just felt inferior. He was just scared that he might lose me again.

" I can understand you. You may not be the first person I dated. But I promise you, you will be my Last love Rean."

"I don't deserve to be your last love. I doubted on you.",he said holding my face.

I hugged him.

"That happens. We doubt on each other sometimes. All couples do. Maybe even I would react the exact way you did if I were in your shoes."

I'm never going to feel like him because I'm his first and last love.

He hugged me back kissing my head.

"How did you even realise that you were wrong?", I asked.

"I realised the moment when you lied."

"Lied? Lied what?"

"That you had dinner in Gwen's home."

"How did you get to know?",I was amused.

"It's easy to read you wifey. I could see that you were lying. You were so tensed. You were struggling not to talk to me. Your stomach made weird sounds that night. Lol",he chuckled.

"What!",I said while pouting.

"I missed you so much in New York. I worked all night to finish my work to see you. I can't even live for a day without talking to you. Without touching you.",he said wrapping his hands around my waist and his head resting on mine.

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