A New Start In Peru

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Suzy POV I looked at the beautiful sun rise as I leaned on the side of the window. The sun rise was beauitul in Peru. That right. I am in Peru. It has been 3 years since Cris told me that he hated me and I had to come to Peru, Lima, to stay with my cousin's family. Life was harder than before because I was no longer the Suzy form before. I have changed a lot. No, I didn't wanted to change. It is the society that made me change. I let tears ran down my eyes as I remembered Cris. After Cris told me that he hated me, I was heart broken. Although, I decided that I will move on with my life, but it wasn't easy. It wasn't easy to accept that the man who risked his life to save me ended up betraying me. More tears ran down my eyes. I did moved to Peru but was I okay? No, I wasn't okay. Every night I sobbed because of Cris. It was as if being appart from Cris was hurting me. After, I moved to Peru, I saw my cousin Jimmy. Jimmy is my cousin and he always treated me like a sister. After I moved to Peru, I got to know that Jimmy got married with an African woman name, Rachel. Rachel is a nice person. But, it was sad that Rachel haven't give birth to a baby for last couple of years. Jimmy always wanted a child but I guess, Rachel couldn't do that. But, it is sweet how Jimmy still loves Rachel. Some men just think that woman are only for breading and giving birth to children. But, Jimmy is different. Never I heard him getting angry at Rachel or hurting her. I am really apply that Jimmy found himself a nice wife but, I knew that I might not be able to get that much love from the person I love. After I came to Peru, I shut myself in a room. It was hard to make myself belive that Cris doesn't love me any more. But then, one day, I fainted. It happened 3 years ago and Jimmy panicked when I fainted and took to to the hospital and the doctor said that I was pregnant. I was so worried. I had to tell Jimmy and Rachel about Cris and how I got pregnent. Jimmy was pretty angry and wanted to complain to police but then again, I still didn't know if Max and El ever escaped from that basement. One action of mine could ruin Max and El's life more. So, I decided to not to complain to police and resigned my secret agent job. First, I really did hated the fact that I was pregnent. People in Peru called me w***e and slut. It was hard to even go to shops to buy glossary. But then I realized that my baby is not responsible for what happened between Cris and me. I needed to protect the life that was slowly going in my belly. And then, 9 month after, I gave birth to a baby girl. As much as I wanted to forget Cris, it seamed like it was more harder to forget Cris. My baby girl is so much like Cris. Her behaviour, her eyes, her smile . . . Almost everything of her resembled Cris. It was very hard to hold my baby girl on my arms when I knew that the person who I fell in love with never really cared about me. So, here I am after 3 years. I am living in Peru with my cousin and his wife and my baby girl. I knew I had to live for my baby, so I decided to change myself. I started to become more feminine. I started to wear more feminine dresses and started to do make up. I colour my hair black. I didn't wanted my hair to look dark Bron anymore because it reminded me how Cris played with my hair whenever he kissed me before. I missed Cris. Even though, he said that he hated me, it was almost unbelievable to understand what he said. I let tears ran down my eyes and my room door burst opened. "Mommy!" I heard my baby said. I whipped my tears as I looked at my baby girl who was standing on the door way, holding her bunny doll in her arms. She is the cutest adorable baby. She has dimples who makes her make cute, almost as cute her . . . Cris?
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