I was on the edge on the window and Cris was holding my arm, not letting me fall. Tears were running down my eyes as I saw Cris looking at me. "Cris . . ."
"Suzy, let me pull up to my room," Cris said as he tried to pull me in his room but I struggled and stayed back.
"No," I said. "Cris, I am sorry."
"Suzy, stop crying and let me save you," Cris said as I struggled and tried to make him let go of my arm.
"No, Cris. I don't deserve to be saved after I hurt you . . ." I sobbed as I struggled more and hit on his arms, so that he would let go of my arm.
"Suzy, stop. Let me save you . . ."
"No!" I sobbed more. "I deserve to fall and break my feet," I said as tears ran down my eyes as I was sobbing.
"Suzy, stop being crazy! Let me help you . . ."
"No . . ." I sobbed as I was going to bit on his arms so that he would let go of my arm when he said, "I won't let go of your arm even if you bite me, Suzy. If you really want to fall off and break your feet then fine. I will jump out of this window with you."
I looked at Cris and was stunned. "But . . . Cris . . ."
"Choose . . . Either you let me save you or I will jump out of the window with you . . ." Cris said as he was holding my arm.
I looked at Cris as tears started to ran down my eyes. I bit my lips and I started to sob.
Cris slowly pulled my arms and I let him pulled me in his room slowly.
I stepped on his room and looked at Cris. "Cris, I am really sorry."
"Suzy . . ."
"Cris, please . . . I am so sorry. I didn't mean to play with your feelings . . ." I sobbed.
"Suzy," Cris said as he stepped closer to me.
I began to sob more. "Cris, please understand. I am a SA agent and your body guard. I don't have rights to love you and that is why I had to play with your feelings . . ."
"Suzy . . ." Cris said as he steeped more closer, trying to calm me down.
"Cris, I am sorry," I burst into tears more. "I am so sorry . . ." Before I could say anything more, I felt Cris sealing my lips with his.
I was stunned.
Cris slowly put his arms on my waist as he pinned me on the wall and began to kiss deaper.
My heart started to pound like crazy as I was feeling dizzy from the blissful kiss. Our lips started to move as we kissed deaper. I could feel my whole body becoming numb as he slipped his tongue in my mouth and our tongues slowly touched as I could feel butterflies on my stomach. I never kissed before so Cris was my first kiss.
Cris slolwy tangled his tongue on mine and began to kiss me deaper as I started to calm down and began to kiss him back. I could feel Cris smiling as he kissed me more and pulled away from the kiss and looked at me.
I looked at Cris and my eyes were still watery. "Cris . . ."
"Shhh . . ." Cris said as he put his finger on my lips.
I looked at Cris, confusingly.
"I understand," Cris said. "I understand Suzy that you never meant to play with my feelings. It wasn't your fault. You are a SA agent and my bodyguard. Love shouldn't be between us."
I looked at Cris as tears started to drop from my eyes.
"But, it happened. Love bloomed between us and we love eachother, right Suzy?" Cris asked as he cupped my cheeks.