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chapter 2 ( trauma)

my life it was not or was i don't know what to say i don't know if I am even in my right mind right now.. people misunderstand me easily. i don't mean to hurt anyone but did i unconditionaly did that? i am not a bad person. i am not evil.i am good person. i don't want to anyone to hate me.hic hic i want to say it laudly i want to scream loudly aaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.........

i am not bad person.please please don't hate me please don't. i try to give my self to everyone i don't like it if people are sad when people are in pain i want to help them am i making mistakes? cause even after that people don't like me.i am trying to change myself but why can't I be like everyone they smile have friends and happy family...

i try to give love so why don't i get love why people doesn't care about me when I care about them..is my method wrong? i didn't mean to hurt anyone but I guess i did what should I do now? my mind isn't working quite well should I be doing something or not? i despretly i am trying to face it but can't.my parents they always controled my life for my safety but it always made me more miserable.

i don't know if my choice would have been good but atleast I would be happy with my freedom always thinking about others there happiness and what I got pain i even tried to face them said no but nothing happened they didn't even notice that I was always silent i wasn't happy like i should be but...

i was always silent crying everyday but nobody noticed I cared about them and they don't wanted even understand why i was being so irrtated why I was tired of life not that I want to die or anything i am not that weak it's easy to die hardest part is to live.

if i sleep right now will everything be good if i woke up ? that's what I thought but when I woke up opened my eyes i found myself in bed tied my hands tightly my mouth has also tape on it. i can't speak ohh right last night those guys..am i kidnapped or something? but for what? oh shit...

Wait we had accident so what about others for now let's focus on myself first but what should I do my hands are tied my mouth has tape on it.looks around this place it's so luxurious are they so rich? what i am even thinking about i don't want to die i have lots of dreams i want to fulfill...

my parents they will be sad if they found about me being sad and in pain i don't want to give them stress is it human trafficking or something or are they going to do something to My body i am thinking bad things.i feel like sleeping again without trying to face what is going to happen next but I have to face reality.i am not weak like i used to be?

with creek the door opened i was in shock and in fear but without facing reality nothing could have changed let's just face it.maybe i should go ahead and just see what they exactly want whatever the case will be i will face it.i am strong enough to do that.

the guy that came started speaking i am ryan ( sits in front of me on sofa) you must be thinking about lots of things lots of questions first of all your friends are safe and in hospital no one got seriously injured and about you for your family for your friends for everyone you have gone i mean that you are dead as we planted your body double in that bus dead.

everybody thinks you are dead.after hearing that first i was in denial but still my eyes were i was crying i felt lot of pain in my chest.i felt like screaming my parents what about them they must be so sad i want to go ( starts struggling) mmmm...

relax kyra i know you are sad but it's reality so for now try to accept it.i will remove One of your hand free ( frees one hand) i am leaving the room take care of your self and accept that this is the truth.door shuts.i hurrily frees my second hand and remoes the tape on my mouth...

aaaahhhh why? why? scream loudly until I don't feel satisfied.......i should run from here there must be way to get away from here.. looks everywhere all windows were sealed from outside even door won't move inch..