Chapter 7: His World

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Saturday arrived faster than Sophia expected. She spent the whole morning pretending not to be nervous — cleaning the café, helping her mother with the pastries, checking the clock so often that Margaret finally noticed and set down the tray she was carrying. "You're going somewhere?" "Yes." "With who?" "Adrian." Her mother's face shifted, something between curiosity and caution. "The Emperor boy?" "Yes." "Is this a date?" "I don't know. He hasn't called it one." "And you?" "I don't know what it is." Sophia busied her hands with a stack of napkins she didn't need to fold. Margaret came closer and squeezed her shoulder. "Then don't rush to name it. Just remember who you are." "I know." He arrived at exactly ten, right on time the way he always seemed to be. Sophia stepped outside in a simple white dress, and he got out of the car and just looked at her for a second — long enough that she felt her face warm and had to glance down at her shoes to break it. "What?" "You look beautiful." "Thank you." He came around and opened her door, the way he always did no matter how many times she told him not to bother. "Ready?" "Not really." "Good. Neither am I." She laughed and got in, and the door shut with a soft, expensive click that somehow still felt strange to her ears. The drive took them out of town, past the last of Hammondsport's shops and into quieter country roads where the buildings thinned out and the trees grew taller. She watched the town disappear in the side mirror. "Where are we going?" "You'll see." "You always say that." "And you always ask." "Because you're terrible at giving answers." "I've noticed." The car eventually slowed and turned through a private gate that opened on its own, and the trees parted onto a house that didn't look real — not a large home so much as something lifted out of a magazine spread, all pale stone and enormous windows catching the morning light. Sophia sat forward and stared through the windshield. "Adrian. Where are we?" "My family's estate." "You brought me *here*?" "I wanted you to see where I grew up." She looked down at her dress, her shoes, suddenly aware of every inch of herself in a way she hadn't been a minute ago — the flats that had walked a thousand miles of café floor, the dress she'd bought on sale two summers back. "I can't go in there," she said. He stopped the car at the top of the long drive and turned to face her. "Why not?" "Because I don't belong here. Look at this place." "I know what it looks like. I live here." He reached across and took her hand, his thumb moving once over her knuckles. "You don't have to become someone else to be here." "What if your family doesn't like me?" "They haven't even met you — and you're already scared of people who haven't said a word to you." She looked down at their joined hands. Maybe he was right. It wasn't the house scaring her, or even the money sitting behind every stone of it. It was what the house represented — a life so far outside anything she could offer back that just standing in its driveway felt like admitting something. He opened his door. "Come on." She took a breath, feeling it settle somewhere low in her chest, and followed him out into air that smelled faintly of cut grass and something floral she couldn't name. Walking across the grounds, she couldn't stop looking around — manicured hedges, a fountain that probably cost more than her family made in a year, windows stretching two full floors — and instead of excitement, it made her feel smaller with every step, like the house was quietly measuring her and finding her short. He noticed the change in her pace and stopped walking. "What are you thinking?" "That I shouldn't be here." "You're with me." "That doesn't change anything." "It changes everything about me." He stepped closer, close enough that she had to tilt her head up slightly to hold his eyes. "You keep thinking about what separates us." "Because there's a lot." "And there's what doesn't." "Like what?" "You." She stared at him, caught off guard by how simply he said it, and he smiled before she could find a response. "You're still you whether you're standing behind your counter or standing here." Something in her chest gave way a little, the tight, defensive thing she'd been holding since the gate loosening just slightly. "Adrian—" He squeezed her hand instead of letting her finish, tugging her gently forward. "Come on." He showed her the garden first — roses trained along a low wall, a bench worn smooth in one spot like someone sat there often — then the terrace, and finally a quiet stretch of grass overlooking the lake at the edge of the property. She started asking questions as they walked, and he actually answered them, more openly than she expected: where he used to hide during family gatherings, the exact corner of the garden he retreated to when he needed to think, the time he climbed out a second-floor bedroom window in dress shoes just to avoid a formal dinner with investors. "You? You don't look like someone who breaks rules." "I never said I was always responsible." "I don't believe you." "You should." She laughed, the sound surprising even herself, and for the first time since arriving she stopped thinking about the size of the house and simply listened to him talk — his voice easier out here than she'd ever heard it, less like the man who took phone calls about board meetings and more like someone who used to be a boy who climbed out of windows. He liked watching that shift happen in her too, the way her shoulders came down from around her ears, the way her laugh stopped sounding careful. He was fairly sure she was one of maybe three people who'd ever seen this particular corner of the estate, let alone heard about the window. Later they sat beneath a large tree at the edge of the lawn, the grass cool under them, the house a pale shape in the distance behind. "Your life is so different from mine," she said, watching the light move on the water. "You can have anything." "Not everything." "Like what?" He held her gaze, steady in a way that made her stomach drop slightly. "You." Her breath caught. He wasn't smiling this time — just looking at her, patient, like he'd said something true and was waiting to see what she'd do with it. "You shouldn't say things like that." "Why not?" "Because you don't know what you want." "Maybe I know more than you think." "You're the Emperor's heir." "And?" "I'm Sophia." "I know." "You don't understand. I don't want to be something you choose because it's exciting right now." His expression softened, some of the certainty easing into something gentler. "You think you're temporary?" She didn't answer. The lake caught the light and threw it back in small, shifting pieces, and she watched that instead of him. He moved closer, close enough that his shoulder nearly touched hers. "I don't know where this is going. Neither do you. But I know I want to find out." Neither of them spoke for a moment, the quiet stretching out comfortably between them instead of pressing down the way it had at the gate. Then he reached for her hand again, and this time she didn't hesitate before letting him take it, her fingers settling into his like they'd done it a hundred times already. Sitting there, she admitted something to herself she'd been avoiding for days: she wasn't just curious about him anymore. She was starting to care, actually care, in the kind of way that would leave a mark if it went wrong. And that scared her more than the house ever could — because falling for someone from his world could mean eventually finding out she'd never really belonged in it at all. "Stop worrying," he said, without her having said a word. "You can't read my mind." "I don't need to. You make the same face every time you're scared." "I do not." "You do." She leaned back against the tree trunk, the bark rough through the thin fabric of her dress. "Maybe you're paying too much attention to me." "Maybe I am." She looked at him, and this time she didn't look away first — held it, let him see whatever was in her face instead of hiding it the way she usually did. Neither of them noticed how far the afternoon had carried them, the sun sliding lower over the lake while they sat there — Adrian slowly opening a door into his world, Sophia slowly stepping through it. Neither of them knew yet what it would cost her to stand fully inside it, in front of everything that came with his name.
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