Don’t ever apologize for feeling the way you do;you owe nobody an explanation on how you feel……… Andrea pov; I woke up feeling the strong edge to pee but Lucien has held me soo tight I can’t escape from his hold. “Lucien let go I need to pee” I told him shaking him so he could wake up. And then after sometime of struggle he groaned and made me go. I rushed to the bathroom and did my business as I decided to paste and freshen up before I go back in there because Lucien will definitely not let me go. I really wonder why I have gotten used to this already. I shouldn’t be doing this Andrea what if it’s all a lie. Come on Andrea don’t think about it too much just enjoy it as it last who knows I might even die tomorrow and what will I say when I get there. No love experience absolutely

