~CLAIR~
After spending almost a whole day shopping, going to the SPA and doing other things that Sam wanted, we went back home and parted ways.
I was sitting on the large couch at the backyard pooling staring at the setting sun. Matteo wasn't back from his business conferences yet. I sigh as rest my head on the headrest of the couch.
Something struck in my heart as I realized something. There was one question I was trying to avoid in my marriage.
Will we ever love?
I don't actually know what it feels like to love someone or to fall in love. Back in high school, I had series of crushes but I never acknowledged them. Boys at my college were hot but I never had eyes for them. I never really fancied dating because I didn't want to break my heart.
But now, I really needed true love.
I si
