Chapter 30
Emma
I'm worried about John. Really worried. I want to know what's going on with him. He's hiding something, I know he is. And it’s killing me. He told me that he'll tell me when he's ready, but I don't know when that'll be. I'm trying to be patient, I really am, but it's hard. Especially since I realized how much I like him. No, I don’t like him, I love him. But I haven't told him that I love him. He hasn’t pressured me to tell him anything, so It’s not fair of me to try to make him do that.
"Julia, can I talk to you for sec?" I ask her as I walk into the living room where she's sitting in Lucas lap. There's only them, John and I in the house at the moment. "You know... Alone".
She looks at me and frowns. I think she can hear at my voice that something isn't right. "Sure Em
