The morning after the concert made me wanna throw up. I woke up and I felt nervous about going down to face John, so laid in bed a little longer to think about things. I feel very confused, to be honest, I don’t really understand why this is happening. Not so long ago I thought I hated John. But we became friends and I knew that something started happening in my body. I think I've liked him for a while but not realizing it myself before yesterday. Can someone really like a person and not realize that until the feelings grow strong and you can call yourself in love instead of liking? But how do you go from hating someone to love someone? If it’s not possible then I've made it possible because that's exactly what happened. I've never liked anyone or been in love before. Maybe that's why I wa
