Have you ever felt suffocated? Can't breathe? That was what I was feeling. The mere thought of her being gone was making everything not worth fighting for anymore. Was this how losing a loved one felt? I had never had to go through it. I had never had to miss anyone the way I was missing her right now. My grandmother was enough for me. My father, my mother, and my friend. She was all in all, and now she was no more. I felt like taking her place even though I knew it was impossible. I tried hard to fight back the falling tears, but the more I tried, the more they kept pouring. Some of the students were looking at me, while others were making assumptions about Jordan finally putting me back in my place. I know I had seen something or someone. I needed to find the person who

