Yours to claim forever

It wasn't a dream after all...

Okay, so, since the beginning we were like friends or so, and it was clear that we liked each other. He had this manner of being irresistible, and I was trying hard to not being distracted by him. Just a fact to you to know. I was a virgin when I met him. since the day one, there was not a time when I didn't feel my skin was about to explode where he touched me. I always avoided any contact than our hands by the same reason. 

A lot of people of our group of friends asked me if we were a couple, because we were always around each other and the spark was obvious. I felt flattered about it, because it was so obvious that even people we had just met took a note about it. 

I was afraid to being alone with him, and I was glad that I had a busy schedule for the rest of my days. You'll see, I was chosen part of the female volleyball team of the whole university, I mean, every faculty had their own team, but being part of the general team of the university mean that I was unstoppable at the court. I am tall, not like 6.5 ft, but a 5.7 was rare in a country were a lot of people hardly exceed the 4.9ft, and being a girl that tall means that I had to use that feature in my favor. 

So I was very far from being the captain of the team, but I was a key piece in the game. So I tried to train hard and give my all in the court every day. 

With Pako we made a group of friends like Joshua, the clown of the group, Gina, the girl who was very fashionate and made me feel like I was wasting my beauty, and Sunny, the girl who would always made me braids in my long hair, and made me compliments about it. there were more people in our group, whom were disappearing by chosing other friends or by leaving the college behind for personal reasons. 

So, they always talked of hanging out, but I always was able to find excuses to not to go with them. After all, he made it clear that he had something serious and I was nobody to spoil some relationship of a girl that I din't know. He never talked about her. But he liked to brag about his travels around the world. Even when I had private education, I've never had the chance to take a trip out of the country. Sunny was becoming my best friend, not because we connected in other matters than hair or beauty secrets, but we knew that people there, were not actually real friends, she was a serious person on the outside, but in the inside we made a lot of jokes and we had different tastes, like she was the daughter of a ranchman.So she knew a lot of things like shoot a gun. She told me that it was for protection purposes and not for fun, so I started to think of that knowledge being useful. 

Pako always tried to make team with me, and a few projects he succeeded but those were minors, and it didn't imply a lot of team working on it, on the important projects, I always made team with Sunny, because I was not willing to jeopardize my grades for a guy who was into me as much as I was into him. Every time we touched hands I felt sparks. It was driving me really crazy about that. He showed his sadness when I always rejected him on project teams, and after a while he stopped trying to work with me. 

Since the beginning, for me it was difficult to handle a relationship with a guy... and specially with Pako. 

You'll see, in High School I was the kind of girl who didn't dated anyone ever. It wasn't about my s****l preferences but the guy who was my crush, wasn't interested on dating, so I didn't have any rushes about that. He was perfect in every sense. Tony was one of the stars of the football soccer team, he was the archer and he was amazing. He is tall, with a square face, with pretty eyes and bushy eyebrows, he had the king of greek profile by having a fine and straight nose, and straight full lips. He always got the better grades, and it wasn't the guy who always was hanging out with friends too much. He didn't wanted a girlfriend being so young, he wanted to concentrate on himself, especially because he wanted to  study mechanical engineering, a program who was difficult to have a place, and it depends fully on your grades. 

So, after the deception of finding out if I had a chance with Tony, I took it well, after all if he wasn't rushy about it, I could get a chance a few years later, when he might start looking for a girl to settle down. maybe near our thirty's, ten years wasn't too much after all, isn't it?