Amanda POV
I slept while crying all the pain I feel inside, I just realized how painful it is not being given a chance to explain myself. Realization hits me and I thought of those times I just run away from Luke without a knowledge of what he did and for not giving him a chance to clear things to me.
I just realized how selfish I am that time that it can be avoided only if I trust him fully and make him defend himself. But I was blinded and the only thing that is right for me is my judgement. If only I make him explain everything, we should’ve been avoided all the pain and misunderstanding we’re having right now. He must’ve been there all the time during I need him the most and during the milestone of our child.
I ruin all the happiness that we should’ve been enjoying now just
