Ryder
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I nearly f****d her in a car.
I don't know what I was thinking when I let it get that fat, I should slowed down. But f**k, the way she moaned in my ear made me lose my mind.
I'm glad I managed to stop before going far, I didn't expect Maya to be a virgin. I'm not saying she's someone who gets passed around so often but it makes me realise how much of herself she committed to Liam.
Knowing she was willing to give me that part of her, that she wanted me to touch her and f**k her.
It makes me lose my mind.
And I nearly—God, I nearly went too far.
It took the grace of the heavens to stop myself from going further with her.
She didn't know what she was asking for.
And if I’d given in, I don’t think I could’ve forgiven myself.
I barely make it through the front door befor
