Maya
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The door slams behind Ryder, and I stand there for a moment, frozen. My mind is buzzing, my body tingling with the aftermath of whatever just happened between us. The words I threw at him echo in my head.
“You’re supposed to be helping me, remember?”
I squeeze my eyes shut and take a slow, shaky breath. Why did I say that? Why did I push him away when all I wanted was him here? I can’t even make sense of it. I want to scream at myself, but the anger inside is too much to handle.
One minute I was cumming on his fingers and the next I'm kicking him out of my house.
I feel a deep pit open in my chest, something heavy and suffocating. The guilt, the frustration, and the fear all swirl inside me. I push it all down, shoving my emotions into some dark corner of my mind, refusi
